In the passed two hours or so I happened to go through a pile of old things that were put away quite a while ago. There were old Christmas and Birthday card, even a Valentine and Sweetest Day card too. There were tickets to memorable shows, plane ticket stubs from my different trips, post cards from Spain, and other things too. I started reading letters, cards, and whatever it was that was in the box. It brought back old memories, the nice ones of course. Letters and cards from old friends that I don't even communicate or keep in touch with anymore. Remember when we were little and said forever and always?? Forever and always doesn't seem to happen that easy or that often.
I've even dug back out a letter I received back in 2003 from a friend in North Carolina. I've lost contact with him years ago, I really wonder how is he doing now, I remember we use to talk on the phone for hours and hours and all of a sudden, we've stopped. What's even more humorous to me is that along with his letter that he sent, I found a letter that I had written to him but never gotten a chance to mail out.
But of course, remembering all these happy times also led to those heart shattering memories. Is it really possible to just remember all good times and not the bad? The whole forgive and forget thing, is it just forgiving and really forgetting? I don't know, so much feelings and emotions are going through my mind and body. I don't know, this entry was just for me to ramble on and put a piece of my mind out there.
Quote -
"Let the past be the past because it is already history. Let the future be the future because it will always remain a mystery. So cherish the present because it is our gift of living." - Remember, there isn't a thing call reliving the past and nobody know what tomorrow holds, so just live life as it comes.
Love,
Jess (嘉慧)
